Should I?

I have never been good with introductions, so I'll keep it simple. I started out as a naive girl broadening my horizons, and somewhere along the way I fell into a relationship with a close male friend. Within a short space of time, we got married, had a child together and struggled through some hard times as so many new families do. I was always commitment-phobic, but I guess when I do things, I never do them by halves. Somehow, I went from answering to no-one to having responsibilities and a husband who expected that I take on a more traditional role. I did it for my baby, and because it seemed like the right thing at the time. Now.. I have a husband whose grand passion is internet porn, a growing collection of sex toys and a disappearing sense of responsibility.